I’ve fallen apart too many times.
My emotions have eaten me raw.
I’ve built homes inside other
peoples chest and they’ve
been burned down
with goodbyes that sometimes
don’t even come out of their
mouth because they just disappear
like a beautiful solar eclipse.
I once learned in science class
that venus is the hottest planet
and I swear that venus is living
inside my mind because sometimes
I feel like my head is going to explode
to a million pieces.
I’m sometimes a terrible mess,
a catastrophe, I might be dead
but I am a dead person walking
on earth despite all of the things I’ve